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i make a little progress, although it is very very hard. like crazy majnun hard u know. u can feeeeeel this thing when u want to be better than your old self. well, it's hard but if u want.... u WILL achieve it no matter what. u dont want, then u dont get. u keep giving excuse, then u lose it. u keep lazy, then all your life will be very lazy haha. u go through it all because Allah is all u want. 

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